I have $4 left - well now - 1.29 for Melissa Manchester lol - and my phone bill I thot someone pays yesterday  I get panic attacks about phone and Internet connection because I have had that cut off when people tried to control me.  If it happens peace out - I'm not important enough … Continue reading

Problem with optimism, & my juicer 

The big problem with being an optimist is : Not everyone takes you seriously  But then you will probably get blamed for when reality bites them cuz they didn't believe.  But again, foresight is something to be pleased aboot. More prep time for me.  So back to Panglossian perspectives ...  The masticating slow juicer is … Continue reading Problem with optimism, & my juicer 

Writing I Was Scared to Share

I have to give you the link really quick because I might change my mind lol. Like I think the quote was from the movie about the house with the zoo, you just need twenty minutes of courage. Well this is more like a minute lol. https://payhip.com/mariamikofaith Yeah I used another pen name - this … Continue reading Writing I Was Scared to Share

Fun Bag Friday & Copy Cat Stuff

Fun bag Friday pics coming soon!  I decided to go with a small D / full C - like I was before, well except the times I was a B or DD or when nursing, F!  Especially in case I have radiation - which I'm hoping not - and because I'm a complete responder for … Continue reading Fun Bag Friday & Copy Cat Stuff

America By An American Japanese Cancer Survivor

I'm not the first person who has said that if Jesus came again many of his followers would not recognize him. I'm pretty sure this is still accurate in many places. I'm pretty skittish about organized religion - organizations in general. I never wanted to have a company - I resolved a few times. But … Continue reading America By An American Japanese Cancer Survivor

Mental Solutions & Be Like Water Mindset

  When the gym takes a back seat:  Easy maintenance strategies.  Meditative walking. Gentle core or ab or  stomach work using toe exercises.  Loaded carries - yes you already do this every time you carry a load. Do you know how many muscles you work during this deceptively simple exercise?  Try it with kettle bells. Even … Continue reading Mental Solutions & Be Like Water Mindset

Life Motto: Be the person you want to meet

(From my journal.) FuzzyKing said my life motto is: "Be the person you want to meet." I keep thinking about this. What does that mean? All kinds of people? Interesting people? Quirky? A little bit ridiculous people, who like to laugh as much as possible, understand what it's like to be stressed to the point … Continue reading Life Motto: Be the person you want to meet