Something I wrote on my iPhone when I was trying to remember how to write. When I was beside myself, feelings and sensations rushing through me like I was a ghost and the world was one big crowd walking through me one by one, and as I felt each soul and all their lifetimes I went into myself for peace. There were voices there too. These ones I knew. No one would follow me into the darkness I thought, but then it overtook me till I felt I had become that. I had gone to find peace and I found something else instead.